Even in your absence, my heart couldn't just let go

Even in your absence, my heart couldn't just let go Memories haunt me, like shadows, they’ve expanded, Late nights, I’m pacing, thoughts of you commanding, In a world so cold, your warmth was outstanding. Lost in the echoes, your laughter still lingers, Fingers trace the ghost of your touch, like a singer, Every corner of this block feels like a prison, Searching for the light, but the dark's my decision. Heart heavy like the weight of a loaded gun, Every tear I shed, feels like a battle won, Time moves slow, but the pain’s still a sprint, In this empty room, I’m trapped in a glint. Tears fall like rain, but the sun never breaks, Every step I take, it's your memory that aches, In the silence, I’m screaming, but no one can hear, Even in your absence, I’m drowning in fear. Even in your absence, my heart couldn't just let go, Haunted by your shadow, in the dark where the pain flows, Memories like ghosts, they whisper secrets in the night, Echoes of your laughter, but now it’s just a fight. Lost in this abyss, where the silence cuts deep, Every tear I shed, another promise I can't keep, Thoughts of you linger, like smoke in the air, Searching for the light, but it’s hard to find you there. Verse 2: Every corner of my mind’s a battlefield of regret, Can't erase your presence, like a tattoo I can't forget, Eyes closed, I see you, but it’s just a cruel game, In this life without you, nothing feels the same. As I walk through the shadows, I carry your name, In a world so cold, it’s a never-ending flame, Even in your absence, the love still runs deep, But the nights are so long , cant even get peace