You I should have never married

people sayin I'm losing weight FUCK a dinner date , it's time to separate, depressed drinkin and doin yay, too many demons I can't contain, I've been through a lot but I've never felt this pain, why you hella distant pushing me away , feeling dark standing in the rain, we was married for a decade, I guess your love started fade for these last days, kept giving me hope and ripping it away, so many times im goin insane, not about u no more its about me, it's time to throw up my Deuces and find my peace, so many nights I can't sleep, how many people did accompanie why you were ducking me, giving me false hope once a month and Fuckin me, got me in a driveway suffering, you threw me in the cold and you uncovered me, you're love is fake i made a mistake, all you do is Snort up that flake, whoever got it you're going to gravitate, when I see u i feel is hate, to find out I had to investigate , I just need to get the f*** away , so bad I bouned to a different state , you stabbed me in my heart, and you spit in my face , all you do is manipulate, there's nothing you have done to appreciate , give a f*** who wit, cuz now I m on some Killahoe shit, trust no bitch, thot are love was legendary, if you died I would even come too the cemetery, all those dudes you fuckin with are lame and hella scary, keep it up and thell all get buried, on second thought , you aint worth it, that's unnecessary , All this is cuz of my words f****** spare me, Go get some f****** therapy, throwing yourself another men carelessly, I know my worth, I'm a rarity, Don't even stare at me, Go get some f****** clarity, If I had one wish, you I would never marry.