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Want to really connect hope you see me soon sigh signed regrets a father damn somethin is not right why didn't I have enough to fight I thought maybe she might see what's right but I guess im wrong im sorry this had to go on for so long, believe me e everyday i cry a bit knowing your not apart of it yes everyday I oh I cry a bit knowing your not very day both of you were in my head I didn't leave abandoned or could I ever forget this wasn't it. I was never able to keep my emotions in check. easy target but forget what I can't change the past is in the past stays past these days I hate not watching you teaching you reaching you but believe in both of you like a virtue you are loved I hope you know truly I do Every day I cry a bit knowing your not apart of it yes everyday I oh I cry a bit knowing your not apart of it So I just ask you please see inside you to deal with these things dont be angry I honestly wanted everyday to have both you in my life but when life chooses and you dont know how to deal with what has been thrown at you juggling trying to hold on to thoughts of the two of you with pain that won't stop until im whole again everyday I cry a bit knowing your not apart of it yes everyday I oh I cry a bit knowing your not apart of it I hate this system I hate the law I hate how they treat father's I hate how easy it is to take someone's kids watch who you have children with