addiction deathbed

--- 🎵 Title: “Final Dose” --- 🎧 [Hook – 0:00 - 0:30] Laid up on this deathbed, IV drip slowin’ Numb from the pain but the demons still showin’ Whiskey in my blood, pills in my past Every time I said "this the last" never lasts Mama said “baby, come home, don’t fade” But I was too gone, had a soul in a cage Lights go dim and my hands turn cold I just pray God hears what I never told… p--- 🎤 [Verse 1 – 0:30 - 1:15] I was seventeen, sippin’ lean with the crew Didn’t know a bottle could bottle up the truth Pop a pill just to mute the rage But I only dug deeper every time I escaped Started chasin’ highs just to run from lows Till I couldn’t feel nothin’ but the echo of my ghosts Burned every bridge, lost love, lost friends Every night I swore it was the last one again Lookin’ in the mirror, didn’t recognize my face Just a shell of a dream, tryna outrun fate Eyes black, heart cracked, soul gone broke And I still lit up when I knew I’d choke… --- 🎧 [Hook – 1:15 - 1:45] Laid up on this deathbed, silence loud Hear the beep slow down, can’t cry out loud Needles in my veins, regrets in my chest Tryna breathe through the weight of a life unblessed Daddy said “son, don’t die this way” But the devil danced every time I’d pray Lights go dim and my hands turn cold Tell the ones I love I’m sorry I broke… --- 🎤 [Verse 2 – 1:45 - 2:30] Ambulance ride felt like Judgement Day Flashin’ lights couldn’t fight what the choices made Thought the drugs healed pain but they lied on repeat Now I'm stuck in a room where my soul can't speak The reaper don’t come with a mask or scythe He wears your face when you give up the fight And I gave up slow, like a flickerin’ fuse Tried to win back time, but I already lose Final breath, final thought, final tear If you hear this now, let me make one thing clear: Don’t wait for the bed and the nurse to arrive— Live while you can, before death’s your high… ---