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when life gets real niggaz can't stand still I had to see my own doctor for the same pill we have to lose the ones we love for the same meal I had to ask my self question about the same deal I never had to hesitate I remained sealed I always had to meditate on the same field I never had no mistakes I just had guilt and everytime I had to pray for my own sins ........... why'd you get me down Why'd you make me drown why'd ue make me feel like am a clown wh'yd you make me mourn wh'd you give me a car and a crown why'd you give me that why'd you make me feel like a man and you gave me ass why'd you make me keep so much girls and not give me cash why'd you make me do so much rap and just seem like trash Why'd you make me post all my work on a fucking app ........ ....... 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐚𝐳 𝐚𝐢𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐢𝐧'𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐳 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐚𝐳 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐧' 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 .......... ........... 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐧'𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐞𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥 I had to take myself further for my own being and people say they changed but they just the same thing while they just use their rage just to hurt the same being ......... ......... Don't get me feeling down thaught you were my doctor I had to find another gown and was for my daughter and am finna feeling proud thaught you woud adopt her Don't let your feelings howl niggaz ain't gon stop her ............... Am the realest that you'd ever know Once you see me once seing me twice ain't no more Everysingle day waking up praying for more And people say am the best rapper except your hoe Its kid savage baby you can call me mo I make the best tracks so you can ask for more come on baby girl won't you be ma h****