All The Credit

Today is another day of week 2 on Clozapine 50 milligrams. My auditory hallucinations and I were in a huge debate to how I can eliminate them when they have been a part of my life since the past 10 years. On a regular basis. So according to my auditory hallucinations they are the ones to contribute a lot towards my religious delusions. Now they are telling me my religious delusions are a false alarm. Because of them I was able to execute everything I done to achieve my “divine mission.” Which was bringing Hinduism to the number 1 position. Above all the other major religions that exist on planet earth at the moment. Spending hours trying to defend myself. I came up with an answer that changed everything. My psychiatrists say my auditory hallucinations are my own perception’s that are absent. Which makes them nonexistent. One of my psychiatrist once said that I have a garbage bin. To throw my unwanted multiple voices. It’s a mind game I’m always winning. Because technically “nobody” which means my auditory hallucinations that talk to me like real people helped me out with anything. I’m a blessed kid. Because God let me take all the credit. 😃