heart is heavy

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heart is heavy

put in positions consequences broking hearted thought i could fix the differences hard to keep freedom sick of doing sentences looking at pictures moments minutes I wasn't there I was missing life's gets harder then it was in prison center of attention had alot of friends r.i p. the others burnt up bridges sorta unstable Im going somewhere you cant go you don't wanna know been building up tension from lack of attention guess I aint as important i thought i is thought I was shitty feelings make me wish my mom's would of aborted running thru hell need some new forces using music to process what I'm feeling so I keep recording unfortunate pain giving me my resources I try to plan ahead but keep falling behind I try to stand strong enough of wasting time supposed to wait in line crazy how I could take my life but cant fuxking save my life keep going on going round and round the round a bound circling down days seem so quick no slowing my world down ghosted by the one I love most let down disappointed by you was my only hope its takes alot stress to cope happiness probably fill the planet if I overdose bread tasting stale but hasnt gotton any mold my bitch be cheating on me I know Stuck on a vibe I got no place to go it's fuck up there aint no place like home your making me miserable just cause I fuckd up in the past doesn't make a criminal what's the meaning of picking up as many pieces damn if I do damned if i don't almost still isn't breaking even praying Jesus takes away the grief lost my happy family now I'm stuck running the streets ๐Ÿ’” standing on a ledge looking down heart is heavy bout to do something deadly negative thoughts circulate making think what i don't wanna think how the fuxk does myself upset me been starving so long I don't care if even eat feel like closing my eyes forever don't even wanna see word is bond but you saying some fuxk up shit to say to me so I don't even wanna speak let you be you so you can let me be

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1 year ago

put in positions consequences broking hearted thought i could fix the differences hard to keep freedom sick of doing sentences looking at pictures moments minutes I wasn't there I was missing life's gets harder then it was in prison center of attention had alot of friends r.i p. the others burnt up bridges sorta unstable Im going somewhere you cant go you don't wanna know been building up tension from lack of attention guess I aint as important i thought i is thought I was shitty feelings make me wish my mom's would of aborted running thru hell need some new forces using music to process what I'm feeling so I keep recording unfortunate pain giving me my resources I try to plan ahead but keep falling behind I try to stand strong enough of wasting time supposed to wait in line crazy how I could take my life but cant fuxking save my life keep going on going round and round the round a bound circling down days seem so quick no slowing my world down ghosted by the one I love most let down disappointed by you was my only hope its takes alot stress to cope happiness probably fill the planet if I overdose bread tasting stale but hasnt gotton any mold my bitch be cheating on me I know Stuck on a vibe I got no place to go it's fuck up there aint no place like home your making me miserable just cause I fuckd up in the past doesn't make a criminal what's the meaning of picking up as many pieces damn if I do damned if i don't almost still isn't breaking even praying Jesus takes away the grief lost my happy family now I'm stuck running the streets ๐Ÿ’” standing on a ledge looking down heart is heavy bout to do something deadly negative thoughts circulate making think what i don't wanna think how the fuxk does myself upset me been starving so long I don't care if even eat feel like closing my eyes forever don't even wanna see word is bond but you saying some fuxk up shit to say to me so I don't even wanna speak let you be you so you can let me be

12 months ago

Raise them vocals ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿฝ Bars: Great ๐ŸŽ‰ Delivery: Great ๐ŸŽ‰ Impression: Great ๐ŸŽ‰

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