friends with monsters

I Know I'm not the only mothafucka Fighting with the Monsters inside of my Head, I need somebody whos urgently ready to come over here and just Help me , Cuz right now I'm not... feelin to Hot, I got Alot.. of weight on the top , of my shoulders.. that I can't lift, Will you please come over, Help me Spot Diss, Its Not gonna turn out to Great , If I don't get this Stress taken off of my Plate , I Might Snap from all of the pressure building on top of me to be a Great, If I Dont Succeed, ima become, the one that they Hate, I used be Hero but they turned to a Villan , I don't even know how to deal with this Feelin, I Dont got the time for properly Healing, So ill Barry it Deep down Inside for Concealing, Nothing More Nothing Less, Now I must Confess, I got so much Guilt that I need off my chest, To lay it to rest,