another freestyle for beat of the day

In what’s true, I messed up, like a genie in a lamp, Wishing for the moments lost, but the past just Create an formula of the secret sauce Trying to rewind, but time’s a thief in disguise, Pain mutual, it echoes, no matter how hard I try. A Reflecting on the choices, shadows dance in my mind, Every slap from my anger, left scars that I can’t find. Sorry for the moments where I let my pride attack, Humbled by the lessons, now I’m yearning to go back. Memories replay, like a vinyl that won’t stop, Searching for redemption, but I’m stuck at the top. Wishing I could turn the clock, rewrite every line, But the truth in my heart, it’s a burden, it’s divine. With every step I take, I’m learning to forgive, Understanding that the pain is just a part of how we live. So I pen these words, let the ink bleed my soul, In this journey of healing, I’m just trying to be whole. I need a new heart that doesn’t know your name, All these memories fade, but the hurt stays the same, Played the cards I was dealt, yeah, I rolled the dice, Gambled on love, thought I’d hit it big twice. Tried to learn new words, but they don’t feel right, Searching for a spark in the dead of the night, Dancing with shadows, but they don’t bring the urge, Lost in the echoes, where our past still merges. Thought I’d find peace with a fresh set of eyes, But every new face just brings back the lies, Chasing these dreams, but they slip like sand, I need a new heart, can’t carry this brand. Feeling the weight, like a stone on my chest, Wishing for a chance, to finally find rest, But here I am, in this game I can’t part, I need a new heart, one that’s torn from the start. Fail the feeling, facts of fate fill in the reason, Lost in shadows, but I’m searchin’ for the beacon, How can I be lost if I don’t know where I am? Got a vision in my mind, but it’s slippin’ like sand. Maps lead to unwritten images, no guide, Chasin' ghosts of dreams that I’ve buried deep inside, Play forward in my acts, but the script’s torn apart, Every step I take feels like a shot in the dark. Echoes of the past haunt the corners of my mind, I’m lost in translation, can’t decipher what I find, Caught in the cycle, like a wheel that won't stop, Searching for the summit, but I’m stuck at the drop. Reason’s a mirage, and I’m thirstin’ for the truth, Every lie I tell feels like a dagger to my youth, In this dark maze, I’m the architect of pain, Building up my fortress while I’m drownin’ in the rain. Use in Studio