Sometimes (Girl Named Jess)

#Sometimes #GirlNamedJess Yeah I'm too tired to get out of bed Sometimes I wish I was just dead Sometimes I wish I could take back all the things I said But I can't now because soon I be dead This one girl had me stopped in cardiac arrest But it turns out she was just like the rest I ain't talking about bryell I'm talking about this girl named Jess Yeah you was my home girl like no other You was a woman but I saw you as my brother Man I even met yo dad and yo mother But you just let me go like I was just a bother I known you ever since we was little kids Got me throwing tantrums these little fits 3rd grade you gave me my first kiss That's a memory I will never dismiss Yeah I'm too tired to get out of bed Sometimes I wish I was just dead Sometimes I wish I could take back all the things I said But I can't now because soon I be dead This one girl had me stopped in cardiac arrest But it turns out she was just like the rest I ain't talking about bryell I'm talking about this girl named Jess Yeah this girl left me and I was broken I started thinking about the gun I'm toting And put it to my head end it all hoping She will come back cause this liquor potent I dreamt about her last night and started cryin Started genuinely questioning if I was dyin Would I finally meet god and start flyin? Cause I know damn well that I been tryin To pull myself together and my emotions Every time I look at her I start loathin Every time I think of her will she come back in the mornin? I wake up and my brain start stormin Wondering if she gonna come back to me I know she will I know that eventually She won't hold back and come back to me And I know that so factually Yeah I'm too tired to get out of bed Sometimes I wish I was just dead Sometimes I wish I could take back all the things I said But I can't now because soon I be dead This one girl had me stopped in cardiac arrest But it turns out she was just like the rest I ain't talking about bryell I'm talking about a girl named Jess