Numb
Mama cryin’ in the kitchen, bills past due Pops left, now it’s just pain and bad news Ain’t no love in the fridge, just a half-used Pack of ramen, stomach growlin’, what a sad view School ain’t hittin’, they just laugh when I show Wore the same hoodie three days in a row Teacher talkin’ ‘bout dreams, I don’t know I’m just tryna dodge pain, duck low, lay low Big bro locked, lil bro bangin’ I see dopeboys ridin’ round, chain hangin’ They say “stack up, flip it, get famous” But they ain’t show the caskets or the pain in the stainless (Chorus) I just wanna feel numb inside Pop a pill, take a hit, then I glide Ain’t no peace, just war in my mind So I hustle in the dark just to buy some time Yeah, I just wanna feel numb inside Tryna kill all the hurt that I hide Got dreams but they too far to find So I light up the pain, watch it fade in the night (Verse 2) Uncle said “life’s a gamble, play your hand” But my cards all folded, I don’t stand a chance All I got’s this scale and a bag of grams And some demons in my soul I don’t understand They say “you got talent, why you movin’ like that?” ‘Cause talent don’t feed you when your stomach’s on flat They don’t know what it’s like wearin’ pain like a hat Tryna smile but your heart got a knife in the back Syrup in my Sprite, leanin’ just to slow time Hope the high lasts longer than this broke grind Tell the world I’m okay, but I’m lyin’ Every hit’s just a scream I’m disguisin’ Hook I just wanna feel numb inside Pop a pill, take a hit, then I glide Ain’t no peace, just war in my mind So I hustle in the dark just to buy some time Yeah, I just wanna feel numb inside Tryna kill all the hurt that I hide Got dreams but they too far to find So I light up the pain, watch it fade in the night. @jaydenchurch
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Mama cryin’ in the kitchen, bills past due Pops left, now it’s just pain and bad news Ain’t no love in the fridge, just a half-used Pack of ramen, stomach growlin’, what a sad view School ain’t hittin’, they just laugh when I show Wore the same hoodie three days in a row Teacher talkin’ ‘bout dreams, I don’t know I’m just tryna dodge pain, duck low, lay low Big bro locked, lil bro bangin’ I see dopeboys ridin’ round, chain hangin’ They say “stack up, flip it, get famous” But they ain’t show the caskets or the pain in the stainless (Chorus) I just wanna feel numb inside Pop a pill, take a hit, then I glide Ain’t no peace, just war in my mind So I hustle in the dark just to buy some time Yeah, I just wanna feel numb inside Tryna kill all the hurt that I hide Got dreams but they too far to find So I light up the pain, watch it fade in the night (Verse 2) Uncle said “life’s a gamble, play your hand” But my cards all folded, I don’t stand a chance All I got’s this scale and a bag of grams And some demons in my soul I don’t understand They say “you got talent, why you movin’ like that?” ‘Cause talent don’t feed you when your stomach’s on flat They don’t know what it’s like wearin’ pain like a hat Tryna smile but your heart got a knife in the back Syrup in my Sprite, leanin’ just to slow time Hope the high lasts longer than this broke grind Tell the world I’m okay, but I’m lyin’ Every hit’s just a scream I’m disguisin’ Hook I just wanna feel numb inside Pop a pill, take a hit, then I glide Ain’t no peace, just war in my mind So I hustle in the dark just to buy some time Yeah, I just wanna feel numb inside Tryna kill all the hurt that I hide Got dreams but they too far to find So I light up the pain, watch it fade in the night. @jaydenchurch
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