final letter

wonder if he gonna miss me before it's to late yk I love this boy to death but my health matters to but I ain't sure if everything gone that i had for him even thou he messed me up be careful girls u usually not the only one forever wasn't forever for now iam still just a phone call away but soon you will see yu blocked cause u had yo chance but hotel is better then a home hell a month ago we writing a luv song hear iam writing my own yu said I would never get up without you I believed it but iam better without you yeah of course sadly forever gonna be sum type of memory of u but I ain't a second or third option i needa be the only one how u claim you love me but u left me broken not knowing what to think finding out you have a new bitch the same night like get the fuck on i stayed loyal when I could went out an been like da rest dropped friends so we would stay watch yo sit an do yo shows when no1 showed handle your demons when my own was killing me mentally the way I loved compared to yours mine would been perfect oo how tf u love someone but hurt them so bad they lose the want to eat ya na every feeling I had for u needa rest in peace cause goodbye e+s this was the final letter