painted black

(Verse 1) Yeah, I gave you my soul, you ain't even flinch, Left me in the cold, heart stuck in a clinch. Wrote your name in the sky, now it's drowning in rain, Every word that you said still stuck in my brain. I was tryna find peace in a storm you made, Every kiss was a cut, now my skin just fades. You were home, now I'm homeless inside my head, Sleepin' with my demons, wishin' I was dead. (Pre-Chorus) And I don't wanna wake up if it ain't next to you, But you ghosted my heart like you meant to do. These pills don't heal, they just paint it black, I'm a shadow of myself, can't get me back. (Chorus) I fell in the dark, tryna find your light, Now I'm lost in a place where the sun don't rise. Tears in my eyes, blood on my pen, Writing love letters I'll never send. I fell in the dark, and you watched me drown, Built me up high just to tear me down. Told me forever, then left me to break, Now I bleed these words for my own damn sake. (Verse 2) Got a playlist of pain, every song's about you, Every lyric a scar, every beat rings true. You said, "love is a battlefield," guess I lost that war, Now my heart's in a grave that you dug before. Got my hoodie up tight, world in grayscale, Fake a smile on my face but it’s bound to fail. Your ghost still haunts my sheets at night, And I swear I see your name in the city lights. (Pre-Chorus) And I don't wanna move on, but I'm forced to crawl, Every drink, every high, don't fix it at all. I’m a mess, I'm a wreck, with a heart so cracked, Tried to love you to life but you ain’t come back. (Chorus) I fell in the dark, tryna find your light, Now I'm lost in a place where the sun don't rise. Tears in my eyes, blood on my pen, Writing love letters I'll never send. I fell in the dark, and you watched me drown, Built me up high just to tear me down. Told me forever, then left me to break, Now I bleed these words for my own damn sake. (Bridge) Now my phone’s still dry, but my eyes stay wet, Scrollin' through our pics, tryna feel what's left. And it's all just ghosts, ain't no love, no spark, Just a boy with a heart that's fell in the dark. (Outro) I fell in the dark… I fell in the dark… Yeah, you left me to break… Now I bleed these words for my own damn sake. ---