I do try hard not to give up i smile & hide my frowns damn it iv been thru enough I wna settle down in one spot life isn

I do try hard not to give up i smile & hide my frowns damn it iv been thru enough I wna settle down in one spot life isn't a game of Connect the Dots... fucking tired of the bouncing spot to spot...eyes open steadily looking for a landing spot im running an jumping ova the speed bumps on my life's path & everyday I seem to repeat the same ol tasks.... jus a diffrent day type shit & right now I'm really not giving 2 fuks ya cuz im fucked up ifu fake u got f3f3 mooky fucked up I dont allow squares in my circle when I glance beside me theres No one there anyways to form a mofo circle 1 deep cuz no one understands f3f3 mooky or were my heart be I do need a friend who will stick beside me & help guide me I wipe my eyes and look to the left to the right behind me in front of me really do I gotta tell u STILL NOBUDY only f3f3 mooky wit her hand high wit a white flag tied on a stick waving it around yelling i calls quits but listen closely bitch sink it in... I GOT dam Skippy I stepped up & became my own hero... ya ima be the one to save me... I aint saying I'm perfect I do got flaws but i know I'm worth more. ya & I deserve more broken all the way to my heart core even my fam they never check on me or even think about call me ZERO times brings fucking tears to my eyes & inside of me ya I'm cryin but on the outside Im lieing cuz im trying everyday to keep my head high & hold on tight to my faith fyi to the world if ur listenings jus pray for me....