Left out😢

when life gets real niggaz can't stand still I had to see my own doctor for the same pill we have to lose the ones we love for the same meal I had to ask my self question about the same deal I never had to hesitate I remained sealed I always had to meditate on the same field I never had no mistakes I just had guilt And everytime I had to pray for my own sins ....... Why'd you get me down, why'd make me drown why'd make me feel like am clown wh'yd you make me mourn wh'd you give me a car and a crown why'd you give me that why'd you make me feel like a man and you gave me ass why'd you make me keep so much girls and not give me cash why'd you make me do so much rap and just seem like trash Why'd you make me post all my work on a fucking app ........ yeah I just knew it wouldn't work mmh all this time it wasn't luck