first to burn

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"Love butterflies"by ejp I quietly watch you sleep and can't help but wonder, do you see me in your night journeys and slumber? or do you dream visions of that other girl? I just want to know which of us turns your world. And I never wanted so badly to just let my feelings out. because there's something crucial I need to ask you about, and im hoping you can erase all this consuming doubt, tell me ,would you have told me if I hadnt found out? now your far away while my soul shouts for once theres something im afraid of, that my flag will wave white and ill begin to hate love, why do people like to lie and play fake love? is it worth it just to try and make love? ive prayed all night for strength from above, I dont want you to walk away and taKe your love, cause now you possess a piece of me, And I hate that I gave it away so willingly, Now the thought if you with her is killing me What haven’t I already learned that love butterflies like to turn, and trusting hearts are the first to burn So I’m hoping you’ll choose me, so we dont both lose me, cause who do you think you’re fooling? you're not the only one who will be choosey I think we can move on from this feasibly. because you know I dont give up on anything easily but I need you to do what it takes to ease me, let me hear that you'll do what you have to keep me, because i'm so tired with the lies you feed me, I just dont see love in the way you treat me since our reality relies on what we perceive, a broken heart will always want to believe, finding the right words would offer sweet reprieve because its taking all I got not to just sit and weep youre always saying "youre only as good as what your partner shows the world" so you speak volumes when you flirt with another girl, I can't believe you've been so hard and critical, any man hits my phone and you throw a fit, I think its crazy that you can be such a hypocrite I see your jealousy even when you try not to show it, i ride hard for you and everybody knows it, save your excuses cause it hurts too bad to picture it worth 1000, but can’t think of one word that explains this shit ,or that will erase this shit reminding myself to not give into it my heart loves harder than most and I wish it it would quit So when I fell for you i fell farther than ill admit it reaches for you now even though its broken I've tried to say the words but always end up choking Now you sleep soundly while I make an attempt at coping, so much going on in this quiet moment So why can’t I ever learn that love butterflies like to turn, and lonely hearts are the first to burn Now I’m asking you to choose me, so we dont both lose me, cause who do you think you think you’re fooling? you're not the only one who can be choosing I just wish I could learn that love butterflies like to turn, and loving hearts are the first to burn I’m usually the first to burn will I ever learn?i I might be the first, but I won’t be the only My hand won’t be the only one folding As much as I’ve sacrificed, it may be like you own me But don’t get it twisted I will always be my own me You were able to tell your story and you sold me I thought there was no way you’d pull shade so boldly you’re being the old you, so should I be the old me? Justice will be served And you’ll get what you deserve If I’m going down, you’re going down with me The best lesson you get is when you miss me Wishing again I would let you kiss me When will you learn? that love butterflies like to turn, and trusting hearts are the first to burn So I beg you to choose me, so we dont both lose me, cause who do you think you think you’re fooling? you're not the only one who can be choosey

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