FIRST Day Out

First day out, yeah, I’m back on the grind, Lied to 'em, said I was crazy, lost my mind, Shadows in the past, they haunt like a ghost, But I’m rising from the ashes, now I’m doing the most. Thoughts in my head, man, they twist and they turn, Shit don’t make sense, but I’m here for the burn, Got my eyes on the prize, can’t let 'em break me, Dreams of my future, got my heart feeling shaky. Unborn baby, I’m fighting for your fate, Building up a legacy, can’t let it wait, Yeah, I’m climbing mountains, no fear in my chest, With every step I take, I’m putting doubts to rest. Enemies lurking, but I see through the lies, First day out, watch me rise to the skies, No more chains holding me, I’m free as a bird, Living for tomorrow, every vision is heard. Went to the crazy house, got myself admitted, Facing my demons, yeah, I’m finally committed, Thoughts in a whirlwind, but I'm standing tall, Proud of my journey, I ain't scared to fall. Mirrors reflecting all my hidden fears, Tears turned to strength, washed away the years, Breaking the silence, let the truth unfold, In this mad world, I’m finding my soul. Therapy sessions, unlocking the cage, Flipping the script, I'm rewriting the page, No more pretending, I’m embracing the fight, Shining through darkness, I'm finding my light. Voices in my head, but I’m learning to cope, Building my armor, yeah, I’m holding on hope, Took a leap of faith, now I’m feeling alive, In this crazy house, man, I’m ready to thrive. First day out, everybody cried, everybody sad, Some were fakin' with the smiles, man, I’m feelin' mad, Thought we were tight, but the truth came to light, Loyalty’s a myth when the darkness takes flight. Shadows in the corner, yeah, I see through the mask, Friends turn to foes, man, it’s such a heavy task, Countin' all my blessings, but the pain’s still raw, Heart’s a battlefield, and I’m ready for the war. Tears in the rearview, but I’m steppin’ ahead, No more time for games, gotta focus on the bread, Used to be a dreamer, now I’m livin' for the grind, Rise above the fakes, leave the past behind. Never backin' down, I’m reclaimin' my crown, Turn the pain to power, watch me take this town, From the ashes I’ll rise, yeah, I’m breakin' free, First day out, but I’m ready for the spree. Long story short, I ain't crazy unless you make me, Got the world on my shoulders, heavy but can't break me, Climbing up this ladder, every step feels shaky, People in the shadows, acting like they know me. Made it really hard for some folks to face me, Got my guard up high, trust is something they chase me, Used to be a dreamer, now I'm wide awake, see,