Drug Trip

feel like I'm sleepwalking dreaming, going nowhere time moving slow but i don't know where to go i be spitting blood rushed to the hospital been cut so many times I can not count i know my way around but i still get lost sometimes lost in my mind and i can't find my way out dazed and confused sometimes can't tell if I'm alive sometimes feel like I'm sleepwalking dreaming, going nowhere time moving slow but i don't know where to go i remember a trip i took can't remember what i took i saw wolfs in the darkness eyes start to roll i think I'm falling even though I was laying down thinking oh shit shits about to go DOWN i see shadows walking with myself, me and i demons chasing me and i don't know why hold me down but i just want to fucking fly i got dark thoughts that creep up on me dancing with the devil in a room closing in on me time moving slow but i wasn't releasing i remember a trip i took can't remember what i took i saw wolfs in the darkness shadows in the darkness thinking what the fucks out to get me wondering will i touch the sky or will i fade away don't want no more bad news got nothing to lose all i need is one more day all i need is one more day i know my way around but i still get lost sometimes haven't took a trip in a long time haven't felt Bliss in a long time haven't felt pain in a long time so much scars I'm afraid to rewind but i think i need to rewind drowning in a liquor bottle shot after shot than comes tomorrow drinking and drinking till the bottles fucking hollow i can smile but chances are it don't mean nothing to me so much scars i see lost a couple years of my life that i can't get back but i really wish I had em back don't wanna stay wanna fly away fly with the birds hell on earth wanna fly away let me fade away in a different life time am i the same in a different life time feel like I'm sleepwalking dreaming, going nowhere time moving slow but i on't really care no more me, myself and I we're at war drug trip so i can escape reality not battle internally space out not think no more thats why i open that door rather be passed out on the floor than having to activately fighting in a war woke up in the psych ward in a hospital thinking when the fuck am i getting out of here wanna go home cuz here i got no freedom in here natural light i don't see none felt like a jail cell straight from hell no natural light i don't see sun than they release me door opens and i see sun all cuz i took a trip and forgot what world i was in feel like I'm sleepwalking dreaming, going nowhere time moving slow but i on't really care no more