so i dont give a fuck

so i dont give a fuck what .......you think bout me im living my life the way i want it to be maybe its a struggle but its my fuckin struggle not your worry so stay out my bubble not playing no no not playing no games not one person in my life is a lame go ahead push my Buttons i explode into flames after the life on theese streets i will never be the same i dont care bout no fame just trying to lace these youngstas up so they aint the next whos to blame give your life to god put the suckas to shame get whats coming to you what you deserve not the devils flame this shit yall call a game isnt nothing you want nothing you can really gain life on the streets bring alot of pain make people go insain in the brain and your life will never be the same see what yall call a game i didn't choose it all i had to to keep going on 13 years old had to get my eat on dad was gone since i was eight mom tried her hardest but she had alit on her plate i felt so unwanted filled with rage homies told me it was my time i was filling great but once i did what i did nobody ever wrote me a page but the big homie sure so quick to hand s child a loaded gage all i wanted was to feel ingaged every lick i did fueled my rage every high end dealer wanted ne on their team cause fir a youngsta i could really swing i was the leader coach of my team and i was not myself i was mean then god pulled me aside told me i was destined to he greater than a gangsta living on the streets time to live my life for the reasons god intended it to be a soldier to fight against the evil he said you stand next to me i had to do something so i took your hands and feet now you will do my work that you was intended for you to do for me he said when time is right you'll stand up again as strong ss can be but for now i cant stand walk or move my knee arthritis took a toll on me life is short but the struggles are real and when your chosen its game over on these streets so what side will you choose huh which one will it be