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Yeah... Lost in my thoughts again... (Verse 1) Empty bottles and ashtrays, the story of my nights Another memory fades away, lost in these dim lights Heartbeat thumpin' like a bass drum, a rhythm of despair Tryna outrun all these demons, but they're always right there She left a scar on my soul, a permanent tattoo Now every time I try to love, I feel like I'm breakin' in two Used to think she was the answer, the high that I craved Now I'm just searchin' for a feeling, a soul that can be saved Yeah, I'm drownin' in the sorrow, the tears fall like the rain Wish I could go back to yesterday, erase all of this pain These pills they help me cope, but the emptiness remains Stuck in this cycle of heartbreak, caught up in these chains Remember late night conversations, promises we made Now silence echoes in this room, a love that quickly decayed I see your face in every crowd, hear your voice in the breeze Guess my mind's playin' tricks on me, won't ever find peace Tried to numb the hurt with liquor, tried to find a new thrill But every temporary high just leaves a deeper void still She was my everything, my sunshine in the gray Now the darkness surrounds me, and I don't know the way Yeah, I'm drownin' in the sorrow, the tears fall like the rain Wish I could go back to yesterday, erase all of this pain These pills they help me cope, but the emptiness remains Stuck in this cycle of heartbreak, caught up in these chains Maybe someday the clouds will break, and the sun will shine through Maybe someday I'll forget you, find a love that feels true But tonight the darkness lingers, a familiar embrace Lost in this lonely world, searchin' for my escape Yeah... just tryna escape... this pain... forever...