KING SLEEZY "ITS STILL RAINING"

I used to think about you even in my sleep, can't let these memories get the best of me, so I stay high to ease my mind, trynna pass the time, drinking with my homies, wishing for peace, but this drink aint easing the pain, so I take another shot wishing it would go away, smoking this weed helps me be at peace, I don't know what I'd do without Mary Jane here with me, she helps me when I'm low, and this white girl she makes my day, but when it's gone, all that pain, keeps coming back, what can I do to help my pa8n, besides these addictions that's the only way I know how to cope when I'm feeling low, trynna maintain thru these rainy days, but my life just keeps pouring pain, now I'm standing all alone it feels like most days I'm just gone, I don't know how to feel normal unless I'm fucked up, ig that makes me a fuck up, I can't stand being sober, I just keep wishing this pain will end, trynna make amends with all my family and friends, cuz when I'm gone, I just want them to know I care, yall got my heart, just wish I would've been smart, left them drugs alone, but I side my head I just want some meds, I know it doesn't fix everything but it gives me the fix I need to maintain thru these rainy days