Goodbye/How Could You?

Denial. “Why? Thats all i can say right now. Are you actually fucking kidding me, this about to be the play right now? How could you do this to me man? I had EVERY belief in you. But now you fucked up, and now I'm forced to be leavin you. It's hard to fuckin fathom bro, thought I'd never see this day. I thought you were my brother till you threw it all away. I hope and pray it isnt true, that it's all a misunderstanding. But it looks like it's all over from the place that im standing. Speakin of fuckin standing i cant even do that no mo, every time i try to stand up i fuckin fall on the floor. Memories..coming back, back from when we were just kids. Man back then, I would've NEVER guessed it'd be how it is. My lifes flying off the rails. its hard to keep balance too, did you ever stop and think what you did would take me down with you? But oh well right? gotta walk it off i can't cry. So for now, guess im just better off sayin goodbye. and so How could you? We were supposed to be there for eachother. But doing stupid, selfish, things like that aint fair to each other. Do you understand what im saying?? I mean it aint fair to me brother! Cuz now my lifes on the table and its scaring me brother. I hope, I hope, I hope we can see eachother again, but i hope it isnt true cuz if it is ima swing. I hope it all blows over, I hope this isnt a thing. And i kinda hope its you that will make my phone ring. But not in that way, I just wanna make sure that no matter what you're okay, and I know that some day, we'll reconcile it could be a while but it's okay, just as long as we're both safe, just keep looking both ways. Hey man I want you to know that we're still friends, and i know that one day we will meet again, putting on some glasses so i can look through the lens, and I hope there's a chapter two but for now- (This is where our story ends.)”