I mean this

Maybe I talk too much when my heart is about to lose it my mind starts creating more delusions as my beat slows down I ain't ready for this race the stretch is lonely and cold feeling frozen can't show no emotion broken composure make no compromise walking in the darkness the bright of lights call it hope its precious and rare like a diamond still shining the sun peeking around the cloud they rays warming up the ground Sparks like lightning shooting out of mouth thunder rumbling through the rubber soles of my shoes feel steady while my lungs sound shaken the earth is quaking steadily breaking loose the ground beneath my feet but there's a ladder do I take it the wrungs are collapsing under my feet only my arm's to hold my weight as im climbing bottom feeder's are grabbing my shoe's as im rising they have no wrungs to grab im from the bottom and they know it they want to know how im closing the gap between the best and worst until the work pays off for loyalty fan's that will never leave me just have to continue on fighting til the hopeless will someday believe im me im meant for so much greater til the day that im famous stand on the stages rapping with the Best of them i will never rest again .... game's.....