metaphore
girl u know deep jnside that j aint shit that imma fuckin dogg if u went through my phone u would find out the same shit that I'm addicted to these drugs more than u know. plus my personality split one thing is I'm good at fitting in next thing u nnow illl makr u cry for the fuck if it can't take this shit sometimes just wanna get my wrists slit fly fir ghe fuckk if it. ride for ghe fuck of it die for the fucj of it now I'm kn some other shit put houses on fire that's on my bucket list burn a mother fucker inside till the steel is melted . my bars. chopped up and red lit now don't u see that imma piece of shit a fuckin misfit . for the fuck of jt uh I keep havin these dreams where I wake up like we broke up cuz. u didn't wanna choke up like what the fucj js up I'm shell shocked chin checked like yhe whole reality is fucked I don't wanna wake up from yhis bliss please take me away from all this I'm hiding away rotting jn my office writing rhymes like j had somethin to gain from all this . all this js non sense I can't escape my conscience just wanna hit thr weed till I fall asleep unconscious but until than I keep talkin to my subconscious And it telling me I'm worthless pennyless heartless remorseless constantly nauseous cautious trying to force this deep inside I known I can't survive in this now I see What u meant to me nothing more than a boost to my personality And now I'm free I can breathe finally love has always been an awkward feeling to me so that's why I chose to live egotistically I'm myself now, carefree lil old me I thought we were meant to be never thought a brake up would feel so shitty i feel I'm missing you and what u gave me I take and multiply it carefully like crack I burn it anxiously awaiting the day that we finally meet in the same place to see who came out of this with their mindstate in check me me me girl I don't feel ur warmth towards me we don't even do shit anymore U just spend ur time with ghe lesbian what 4? in stead ur boyfriend u should care for. I djnt get it. what am j even here for? drug abuse.? I should be home using creating music in stead I'm here in love with a metaphore And its like I never felt like this before is that why I keep holding on?
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girl u know deep jnside that j aint shit that imma fuckin dogg if u went through my phone u would find out the same shit that I'm addicted to these drugs more than u know. plus my personality split one thing is I'm good at fitting in next thing u nnow illl makr u cry for the fuck if it can't take this shit sometimes just wanna get my wrists slit fly fir ghe fuckk if it. ride for ghe fuck of it die for the fucj of it now I'm kn some other shit put houses on fire that's on my bucket list burn a mother fucker inside till the steel is melted . my bars. chopped up and red lit now don't u see that imma piece of shit a fuckin misfit . for the fuck of jt uh I keep havin these dreams where I wake up like we broke up cuz. u didn't wanna choke up like what the fucj js up I'm shell shocked chin checked like yhe whole reality is fucked I don't wanna wake up from yhis bliss please take me away from all this I'm hiding away rotting jn my office writing rhymes like j had somethin to gain from all this . all this js non sense I can't escape my conscience just wanna hit thr weed till I fall asleep unconscious but until than I keep talkin to my subconscious And it telling me I'm worthless pennyless heartless remorseless constantly nauseous cautious trying to force this deep inside I known I can't survive in this now I see What u meant to me nothing more than a boost to my personality And now I'm free I can breathe finally love has always been an awkward feeling to me so that's why I chose to live egotistically I'm myself now, carefree lil old me I thought we were meant to be never thought a brake up would feel so shitty i feel I'm missing you and what u gave me I take and multiply it carefully like crack I burn it anxiously awaiting the day that we finally meet in the same place to see who came out of this with their mindstate in check me me me girl I don't feel ur warmth towards me we don't even do shit anymore U just spend ur time with ghe lesbian what 4? in stead ur boyfriend u should care for. I djnt get it. what am j even here for? drug abuse.? I should be home using creating music in stead I'm here in love with a metaphore And its like I never felt like this before is that why I keep holding on?