April 2025 part 3

this is an unfinished track Like my love for u when I ahd got the scare on my back no closure for your act and thats why you get NO fraction of my fucks  And this is why it's hard for me to trust Don't come at me with that adatude. Such high altitude when you spark a fuse Cause you on the fire stick I use Its true I love you till I'm entirely blue Don't got to explain but i been breaking my back In lots of pain cutting hair, guarded facts Thriving in the rain disconnecting my past Much can happen in a year Love that your happy cheers Fear Last Can't tell if it's fake Hate Should I jump lakes or pump brakes Few things I gotta face Only in private just incase they can't relate What does it take To je happy with faite Maybe I lost my faith along the way Wrong one I gravitate But I caught the pattern and boggled Ooo good game Its like i don't exist Just a way to get by with this shift Its a paranormal drift Maybe if we make it fun my inner child can play Maybe if I make it challenging their will be magic  to gain She wanted to train and rewire my brain But she's in the mystical world plane Of existence guess that she needs distance There was friction and no one there I felt could listen Love resistance Did I give permission? Or did I give up in submission. Suck it up. Grin and bare it Sensitive soul stiched in a tentative position I wish you can hear me I pray i don't get teary Im.loosing myself in the worst way. Rather u forget about me on my birthday Cruise on me just press play need lbs of love with god on a shooting range In the desert on my own burning  sage Can't deal with bad energy of the world Its all going down like a toilet swirl None of them want to collab I'm fun and playful if u Wana take a stab But we're not on the same page to blab The chit clay blabbering kind of blab