feelings

been putting on a show lately never try a gloat just try an be the goat at everything i do in this life i shall prosper here i go growing strong an healthy sometimes i wish i was wealthy instead of chasing dreams i was tryin to heal hearts an tear those apart that just wouldnt listen i rember sittin in grannys kitchen phenes get me trippin wishin i did the right things an listen but instwad i didnt soul searching cuz I been hurting battle all these demons that got me screaming on the inside try an hide it but can't deny it when you look into my eyes they see the pain and anguish sometimes hard to distinguish the truth and the lies emotional damage send ya on rampage so pardon my ways as i try an change in my hert i know theres a better way