love drugs and alcohol

I know u like em long messages so j wrote u a couple of bars to pull u away from all this nonsense im proud of u and how u expanded ur conscience I'm glad ur away from those drugs cuz they made me anxious And I promise u that ring so that u know that jm serious can't wait for u to meet my boys us 3 fuckin weirdos okay okay okay I used to get fucked up all day all day all day couldnt pull myself away it was lines blunts liquor everyday till I put the shit on the shelf I did for my self by myself but also for my chick And I'm still beating my dick eating Like a freak them seroquels be popping off quick staying awake on make me feel like john wick or at least trying to stay awake cuz my body starts to shake fuckin withdrawals I cannot take I must not take, i promised myself so I take rivotrils to stop the shaking yeah I know I'm the undefeated king but rn I'm fuckin sick dawg gotta get up on my feet so I can defeat my demons cuz they been screaming in my dreams And I been screaming for help trying to get this girl outta her shell but she dobt wanna share my hell all u wanted was to help now we don't even talk no more I guess what yhe fuck for she knows im a carnivour And imma eat the kitty cat raw given the chance imma grab you by the booty first off I gotta drop my hoodie cause I look like I'm pissed bald ass repeated prison escapist U can't escape this happiness I got for u girl ur my world for what it's worth I been here for 36 winters on this earth U barely 43 and still a freak heartstealer, I can't belive ur real hun I had pills weed and liquor about to get triggered on a talkative motherfucker nasty bitch ass fat cocksucker I hate on this motherfuck when j wake up at night shit I can barely sleep without the lights but guess who makes it all right Makin it all go away so j can sleep tight U. The beauty queen I wanted my whole fuckin life in stead I gotta get through yhe strife blowing up like a dynamite but first I gotta get through my fight or flight my paranoia got me feeling like it ain't like j dint wanna talk U just hit back in a few words what could a man do except falling In love with u And ur few words were enough to get me through the struggle