looking for a start

looking for a start on my knees alot of hatred seems like the only start fresh out the pin back to square one nothing on my mind empty sleep nothing keeps me up world seems dark coming from a light all my own still it's just a dream I've been told sleep means nothing eyes open an I feel like I'm running turning from the outside turn it green wonders are stronger when I'm chasing dreams unspoken play the part it feels hopeless turn from the shit I've blamed my mind sets it's self open hold your head up high it's nothing but I ain't jokin life is a dream plain to the simple bust like the mine of gold fire starts rushin put a peice of me in your day you feel like you could do anything been on my knees been alot on my mind I'm not jokin crocodile on my shoes plain shirts my eyes are open still feel like I'm runnin they telling me Ride the wave vent to the sky it's the only way minds are the eye keep it going academics to be a medic soft spoken dreams unspoken parish full time when you speak to me no one knows where the wind blows keep your mind open keep the music life is dreams keep the music Goin time isn't goin chasing dreams the mind starts Goin