trust issues

i fucked up when met you lucked wtf is up when i down i kno you was wishign i was around you treatin me like a clown lock doors loving you on floors memories we made all the games that you played my mental my is fuxked up arguements in the house memories of you sleepign on the coach till i leave the house back to the streat never wanted to admit defeat chasin suttin i can not chnage treating me like im a lame turnign yea bakc to the flame somethif you can laways count on llike a bum looking for spare change these thoughts i can not rearange hating my governent name things will never be the same you i always made sunny when it rain you coukd never feel my pain lookig at blood stains relapse after relapse this disease i can not maintain i fucked up when i met you i thiught lucked up wtf is up did you ever feel what i feel did you ever keep it real bills pilign up forcing me to steal do you kno what it feels like to not be able to eat a meal or holdign the steal point at someone and be forced to kill i went wheels knowing i should have just went nill