Chances for Chsnges

We Run a muck, & we buck, Then we fuck, How it sucks That was us, Thubk back at it Fuck like rabid rabbits, Adding Addicts, Why Pluck each other heart strings, Like that we fuck, After we scream, Like every other Week Or I just leave? Seems to be Like Bad habits Dk if I miss us, Or who you use to be. Dammit Dk what you do to me, hard bury memories, never been dead to me, When you said you love me Said it back truthfully With serene sincerity Til I look at my life through the eyes of a prism. Did realize i was locked in my mind like a prison. From there hadda decide. How imma Survive This stigma This time Imma shine, But at that , Needed decimalsl.l Chose a life of a criminal. Open medical clinical. That’s right selling pharmaceuticals. Step, In my cubicle, Let’s Have a look at ya Call me Dr Jeffrey, But idk Jeffrey. How typical life got critical. sinister lifestyle. Only lasts a while, why I outta smile. Cause being alive. Is a miracle. I’ll. Need to change my ways. Plant it in my brain. live more blical change my ways, But I never change; That’s literal. I am Who I am, I G Who I G 974 IGD, Who is you to question me, OG Age, Like a soul train Oh so change, Ole old so ways Show yo gang TIL the death of me Got beef, I got cheese, We can meet, No veggies Naw now I got a family; Fore I had a family, That was my family first Hard watching them, Em leave in a hearse From this earth, What I seen, Is Why I l use to smoked herb, Why, cause I was hurt. free herb Knowing gotta be clean Cause I gotta go to work, But I Lost em to the streets, Ofc lost some Died from ODs In front of me Or worse-some Nor are free Rather be dead than not free. they woulda followed guidelines Theyd be OGs. But we always cross the line: Woulda Coulda shoulda been, But we were Gs, On the front line! what happen to growth & development. Guidance & discipline Developing, guiding yo friends, From eloping in misguided sins, what GD really means, only thing fore GD, Is I, That’s a IGD thing, really means a lot to me, gotta watch out for I With my 3rd eye With a Birds Eye, Filling with hope Or I, be selling dope Again Always play the cards I was dealt, Friend No matter how it felt, Having weight; Was the trend. Then I change; Put on a belt; & button ups; Trying bubble up Fuck a double up. Can’t ever forget get My come ups, how I use to get it, I repented Sins forgiving; But it isn’t forgetting So I suffer, forgive myself, For my struggles Thanks to myself Put myself on the bottom shelf, With top shelf, Expectations, Always Expect more outta myself, Fore my expiration my separation Got me contemplating Got me motivated Dedicated Through innovation & education, Yeah you heard what I said man Hard withno plan yeah Gotta be bread making, Yeah I’m baking, I’m popping like bacon Grease, Oh yeah, cake man, I be word hopping, Excuse me, I’m adhd, Am I a G, Didnt take my Adderall, Naw, G In me, Hardly take it at all, Who is you to question me? Rarely drink alcohol . My G Hardly drink at all, Oh yeah I question myself, not bout to withdraw, I’m withdrawn from myself, Gotta be myself, No matter, What shelf, I’m place on, Gotta get it by myself, With no help, put myself on, With a 2 piece & A biscuit, 2 quick For tha bisquick I was trapping, Ouu shit Fore you were in pampers, Lil dude Make you shit, Your diaper. Call you Lil poo. Didn’t mean it poo But you knew It’s True What happen, To the laughter, Cause yalll all be actors I Be slapping, All of yall That’s the factors He haw, I’m built Ike a tractor, get hauled, Away in a stretcher, After hanged up & I Stretch ya. Never know my name; Shut up Cause I never met ya. Oh, You used my alias, Dude, That don’t tel me shit, Move you ain’t getting shit, Sides that’s an old alias, Hmmm