planting life

plant seeds, but they never seem to grow, Water ‘em with sweat, watch the pain overflow. Hands in the dirt, heart in the sky, But every time I reach up, the sun says goodbye. (Chorus) Ain’t no harvest in my field of dreams, Just wilted roots and silent screams. Big man, but I feel so small, A lonely giant, ‘bout to fall. (Verse 2) Dribble down the court, but I’m running from my past, Tryna move forward, but the pain’s built to last. They say I’m strong, but I feel so weak, Voice full of thunder, but I barely speak. (Bridge) Mud on my boots, blood in my veins, Dirt on my soul, drowned in the rain. I fight my temper, but it fights me back, Swing, miss—still stuck in the past. (Chorus) Ain’t no harvest in my field of dreams, Just wilted roots and silent screams. Big man, but I feel so small, A lonely giant, ‘bout to fall. (Outro) I’m fat when I rap, heavy with the pain, Tryna wash it off, but it soaks in like the rain. Maybe one day, I’ll see the sun, But ‘til then, I just keep tryna run.