lost in my past

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I’ve been trapped in this cage, feelin’ lost in the shadows, Words cut deep, like the scars from my battles, Promises broken, yeah, I’ve let you down, Heart heavy with guilt, wearin’ this thorny crown. I’m a product of pain, raised in a storm, Love turned to rage, it’s a twisted norm, I don’t mean to lash out, but it’s all that I know, Tryin’ to break these chains, but the past won’t let go. Haunted Iby demons, they whisper my name, Caught in a cycle, this life ain’t a game, I want redemption, a chance to be free, But every step forward pulls me back to the streets. So I’m reachin’ for light, but it’s hard to believe, When the man in the mirror is the one I deceive, I’m fightin’ my demons, tryin’ to rise from the dirt, But the loved ones I've lost hurts Yeah, I’ve been lost, caught in the shadows, Used to be the king, now I’m drownin’ in my battles. Words like daggers, cut deep when I speak, Promises broken, the future looks bleak. I’m trapped in the cycle, pain's all that I know, Tryna break these chains, but I'm movin' too slow. Love turned to war, and I’m fightin’ my past, Lost in the darkness, can’t find peace at last. Regret in my heart, I’m wearin’ this weight, Feelin’ like a prisoner, locked in my fate. I’m searchin’ for redemption, but the road’s full of scars, Wanna rise from the ashes, reachin’ for the stars. But every step forward, I get pulled back down, Face full of guilt, wearin’ this frown. I’m sorry for the hurt, know I’ve caused you pain, Tryna heal these wounds, break free from the chains. Yeah, I’ve been trapped in my own mind, Fighting demons, can’t escape the grind, Thought I’d rise, but I fell so low, Words like weapons, got nowhere to go. Love turned bitter, pain in my veins, Every scream echoes, driving me insane, I said I’d change, but I’m stuck in the past, Running from shadows, but they’re holding fast. Chains on my heart, they’re heavy and cold, Tired of the cycle, tired of being bold, Can’t keep using my mouth to bring you down, Wanna lift you up, turn this life around. I’m sorry for the hurt, I’m breaking the mold, Searching for the light, but the darkness is old, Wanna be a new man, leave the struggle behind, But the ghosts of my choices, they’re hard to unwind.

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