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I tried my best. Feeling ashamed of what I've done shi I don't give a fuck I be posted up with a blunt in my right hand I'm feeling the fam bros not done he came from above. Me and bro smokin wood chillin in the club no one has understood us. 2am can't sleep thinking of things that could've ended differently. My life has been a mess. So I get dizziness. Feeling sick pourin out my heart it spills with blood. Ain't no one around to give a fuck. I stopped crying at the age of 12 cause of the pain I went through. I had to learn to get through. Sipping henny smoking weed getting crossed. Yeah I'm trippin balls. I loved a girl who was lost she made me feel like I wasn't lost. A homie of mine disrespected her behind her back. But you gotta understand if you don't know them don't talk shit about them..... Blood running down her neck. Feeling like a vampire biting her lip, tasting her blood. My demons are consuming me. It's getting pretty hard to breath I guess I just need to sleep. I loved her physically, spiritually and mentally. Self pleasure ain't for me. I want you to ruin my bodie. I don’t wanna fall in love off of subsweets so I drown myself in alcohol and weed shi get me feeling like I’m free ballin but nobody fuck wit me but I’m fine wit that cause I’m a nice high guy. Nigga I don't cry Spending nights getting high you don’t wanna test my patience or I’ll show you how far it goes. Long ways down this rode, she got me feeling at home tryna find ways to get a hold of my self. Drowning I can't breath how am I supposed to live with this crueltie, self pleasure is not for me. All I wanted was her, my T I'm drinking white tea. She was my every thing. I'm sorry babe please don't be mad at me.

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I tried my best. Feeling ashamed of what I've done shi I don't give a fuck I be posted up with a blunt in my right hand I'm feeling the fam bros not done he came from above. Me and bro smokin wood chillin in the club no one has understood us. 2am can't sleep thinking of things that could've ended differently. My life has been a mess. So I get dizziness. Feeling sick pourin out my heart it spills with blood. Ain't no one around to give a fuck. I stopped crying at the age of 12 cause of the pain I went through. I had to learn to get through. Sipping henny smoking weed getting crossed. Yeah I'm trippin balls. I loved a girl who was lost she made me feel like I wasn't lost. A homie of mine disrespected her behind her back. But you gotta understand if you don't know them don't talk shit about them..... Blood running down her neck. Feeling like a vampire biting her lip, tasting her blood. My demons are consuming me. It's getting pretty hard to breath I guess I just need to sleep. I loved her physically, spiritually and mentally. Self pleasure ain't for me. I want you to ruin my bodie. I don’t wanna fall in love off of subsweets so I drown myself in alcohol and weed shi get me feeling like I’m free ballin but nobody fuck wit me but I’m fine wit that cause I’m a nice high guy. Nigga I don't cry Spending nights getting high you don’t wanna test my patience or I’ll show you how far it goes. Long ways down this rode, she got me feeling at home tryna find ways to get a hold of my self. Drowning I can't breath how am I supposed to live with this crueltie, self pleasure is not for me. All I wanted was her, my T I'm drinking white tea. She was my every thing. I'm sorry babe please don't be mad at me.

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