blade in her hand

there she was,with the blade in her hand,scars on her skin replace kiss of the man,shes played a part for as long as shes known, regrets of feelings as the love leaves her home, shes silent because she thinks nobody would listen to her,shes searching for a home that was never there, mirror reflects her reflection but she can't stand what she sees, she only wanted affection but now she don't know how to love,her scars cut deep,its the cut that always bleeds,a piece of her heart is missing but she doesn't know where she lost it at, and the pains on display, fighting her demons, she wants to give up,she loved him but that nigga took her innocence away,love turned to betrayal, but deep in her soul,she just wants to be loved,not used.