Down

wanna grow old but i know I'll die young feel like a zombie walking dead with a shot to the head thats a no brainier everything gon numb i ain't thinking with my head ill be better off dead when shit hit the fan and the true colors show cold as ice but hot as hell play with fire, you get burned throw my wishes in that never ending wishing well i fucking wish you were real but you not, lets be real after all, scars don't heal run away, thats fine I'll run away too I'll act like i don't even know you after all you hate my guts, don't you i don't even know what I did, no cap i was just playing but you took it way to far if i could've would've should've would've re done time you just playing but they still lies one wish in the world i wish i would die no cap and that ain't no fucking lie cuz when shit hit the fan its realy for real like really really really for real haven't been the same since 22 all i want is to be stable tell everyone i made it poping bottles in the club signed to a label no more demons cuz i hate that shit honestly they ain't going away so fuck that shit ill just dream on cuz i dream everyday don't want no more dark days don't want no more hard days i don't want to smoke cuz i don't wanna fade away i remember that day i drank too much and i aint talking alcohol tweeking like i took to much adroll couldn't give a fuck what most people think bout me done a lot of shit but ain't no hypocrisy been really fucked up once or twice but who's counting taking drugs just to stabilize don't want that shit i need that shit feel like life goes a million miles per hour but goes negative when I'm eating that sour done a lot of shit just to get where i am dark days dark nights seen the highest of highs dem lowest of lows if you know, you know I'll admit when I'm in the wrong and I'm in the wrong a little bit here but you took it way too far and you know that shit not wanted, so ill fucking leave cuz i don't i don't want you to hate me don't care what most people think bout me but i do give a fuck when it comes to you and i hope you know that on another note probably shouldn't say it but fuck it, your so fucking gorgeous to me 10 outta 10 and you know who you are you know where to find me if anything happens