Back 2 Tha Real Me

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This song was inspired by the struggles of mental illness. At what point do we need to take accountability for the pain and hurt others have caused us? Lately I havnt been feelin' like myself. I don't wanna be alone but can't stand to be around nobody else. what if they see me how I see me crippling depression, declining mental health. I know i need help Can't keep feelin bad for myself. They say the pills work and i disagree. All they ever do is leave me sick and tired exhausted from going through the hoops required to get better. Just wanna get good enough to make that cheddar. be able to talk to whoever feels like I'm in a horror movie and BPD is the director. I ain't got no love for myself. I don't love myself anymore. Shit I can't stand my own face anymore. At this point i wanna pray to a god that i don't even believe in. ask him why he was schemin' when he made me he said "Go make this bitch crazy." Ask him what i did to deserve this why my life smells like piss Then he will diss me and he will tell me "it's all your fault from the beginning. maybe you should have been a better kid" That's a question I ask myself daily. what if the abuse i caused myself is the reason ill never have a baby. I don't love myself anymore. Shit I can't even stand my own face anymore. All i ever wanted was to feel peace Why god why are you doin this to me? I wanna feel better... Please God set me free. why am I doing this to me this is not how it's supposed to be I wanna get back to the real me

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1 year ago

😈🔥Runitupcz 🔥😈

1 year ago

tbh going through shii and hearing that others do to is just knowing we not alone in this fucking fucked up world

Okokokokok1

1 year ago

back to the real you i like that Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯

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