Rare SOULdier

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I seen it coming, and thought that I was well prepared ain't got a clue, on what to do, if it ain't you that's there Don't wanna take the time, to intertwine, with someone else my depression, got me second guessin, if I need the help as for me, it's easy to see, you're an angel or have I been deceived, and left to grieve, from every angle how can I stop it, it's the beginning to an end I'm feeling foolish that I looked at you like your a friend you're in disguise, we see the world with different eyes I would have some hope, and quit the dope, if I knew you're the prize I would do it in a second changing overnight to have you in my sight, and keep you deeply in my life I try to fight, but that tears roll down my cheek at night suicide, is on my mind, at times Im thinkin that i might I don't know how much more that I could take, before I break but if I give in, no more livin in my own mistake I can't believe, how it's so easy for you to leave I fear what's next, I'm chasin death, with every breath, I breathe. I feel a peice of me has died, inside, and I can't help it maybe I hide, from pride, and lied, when I said I ain't selfish I keep going, like I'm knowing, there is no slowing, down and everyday I wake I feel like throwing in the towel⁰ it don't matter, cuz nobody ever comes around ßsdd dreams shattered, so just scatter, all my ashes on the ground I'm coming down, too lost to be found my whole world is full of pain and I think I'm bout to drown out of nowhere my emotions started overflowing it's sad, that every friend I had, died from overdosin people ghosting me and I don't know the reasons why don't get too close to me, you're not supposed to see, me cry I got a hustle, through the struggle, but no longer try guess I gave up on myself the day I started getting high I've been living, in a prison, of my own mind would have seen it coming if my vision, wasn't half blind you are a rare kind, trust me I won't find, the same place the belt around my neck and think about it as I hang feet swinging, I changed my mind but it's too late The Devil's bringin lavish gifts, I wish, that I ain't take you can shed your skin, but in the end, you are still a snake now I'm blacking out, and doubt, I'm about, to make some great escape you can't relate, and I hate, the fact that this my fate trying to find, sometime, to free my mind, but I procrastinate everything was just a job, you were not a friend I'm feeling like I just got robbed, for my heart again can't believe I let my guard down and let you in knowing that I just be paying for it in the end swear to God I won't let this happen to me again and happiness, does not exist, I'm pissed, that people just pretend @BuddyHuSTLe

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Buddy HuSTLe

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1 year ago

T.F.A. IAMSCYENCE

8 months ago

like poetry ✨️ 🔥 🥵 🥞 ♨️ ☕️ @TFA

G-M-C

12 months ago

The energy in this track is explosive, you're igniting the game! 💥🔥 BALLER 🏀 Sick track homie 🔥🔥 Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯

( E.B.E) ROGGUE

2 months ago

Bars: Great 🎉 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥

T.F.A. IAMSCYENCE

8 months ago

WAKE EM UP 🗣️🔊

G racks

8 months ago

Bars: Dope 🔥 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥

IG RegardlessRed

8 months ago

Your lyricism is #1 It's like poetry over beats, love it! 📝❤️ Bars: Great 🎉 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥