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yeah everytime I get up outta bed I get that same feeling no chance in healing will I ever feel the same again Im just a ghost looking for someone to host but never myself and I know it's not good for my health yeah everyday I wake up with a look of disgust people say it's my attitude and that I just need to adjust but it's not my fault all these people wanna see me take an L and laugh about how far I fell put me under a dark spell to cover up so that I can't even tell where in world i am, I think it must be hell yeah and every now and again the weight on my shoulders gets heavier and crushes me I wish the problems of life would just leave me be yeah getting stabbed in the back those closest are the ones who attacked to make a heavy impact on my life feel the cold hard steel of a knife I know I'll have regrets after life but I'll have no regrets in the after life I feel the pain on my brain I think I'm going insane and I know it won't bring no gain but I wish I could just jump on a train and leave it all behind and go after the answers that we struggle to find everyday I get outta bed with the same feeling the world needs healing but I just lay on floor looking at the ceiling dreaming of the good old days when the worst thing I did was stealing and I hate the fact that we had to grow up my mum never showed up as a kid didn't stop us from living our lives we didnt have to live in lies now hating motherfuckers out to get us stupid suckers try still no sweat for us they think their so clever however imma have to pull the lever I'm still recovering from my journey of rediscovering my true self I found my new self instead I've found my way is what he said I replied how could you found a path that was never there I'm not here to get misled he smiled knowingly and he said it's all in my head and vanished I sit here contemplating life's biggest questions believe me when I say I'm open to suggestions to the reason why our intentions serve as our death sentence as an army raises their weapons at an enemy that's unseen someones scheme to let their greed take over while leaving others to hope for life of peace a distant dream in reality just distant screams everyone taking it to the extremes the plan bursting at the seams the town goes up in smoke there goes the last stred of hope the road ahead is dark still going down the slope and it's hard for to get a handle on the situation and making tough decisions brings on hesitation if left undecided can lead to devastation and the destruction will be felt through the entire nation yea every time I get outta bed those thoughts rush to my head will I live today or just end up dead

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