every text and call

my heart is a Forest but I'm feeling exposed, what if i let u in and u just decompose?my thoughts race like I'm running from a living nightmare that i can't escape from, what if I'm just a nobody and loves what i can't find? I'm giving u my all but what if u don't care? what if I'm just a moment and you really don't want to be with me?got me overthinking,got me worrying about what will happen next, what if u got another hoe and shes whispering sweet nothings in your ear? pouring out my heart but it feels like your not even listening, what if u take my love and take it for granted? I'm scared to tell you everything i've been thru,but i know i have to talk to somebody, what if I'm just a hoe and you think i'm just for the Streets? every text and call, I'm deciding what i need to do, wondering if your heart's like mine or if your even colder than mine,so i keep guarded even tho i want to show my love and affection, scared to love somebody, what if they don't love me back?.