me and bruh fuckin around

Man, it hurts just to think, so I drown it in the haze I been stuck inside a loop, tryna break these wicked days Every step I take feel like I’m runnin’ outta grace Tryna face the mirror, but I only see the waste All the dreams that I had, they just ashes in the tray Had the blueprint for the future, but I rolled it up today Tryna shield my little ones from the storm in my brain But they watch me like a movie, see me fight through all the pain Cahorus: I’m too high to fall, too low to climb Lost my way but I still rewind They followin’ me, gettin’ dizzy in my mess Tryna make it right, but I’m just stoned and depressed 2:: Roll another, watch the smoke dance, whisperin’ regrets Hear my demons in the echoes of the past I can’t forget My kids watchin’ how I stumble, how I mumble through the stress Tryna teach ‘em how to fly when I ain’t even left the nest 2:: Used to dream big, now I dream numb, Sip slow, puff deep, just to play dumb. Ain’t no blueprint, ain’t no damn guide, Just a man with regrets that he can’t hide. Bills stack high, but my soul feel broke, Feelin’ pressure in my veins, every hit is a choke. Man, I thought by now I’d be somethin’ great, But the mirror just show me mistakes I made.