regal

i fell into hell and i cant help it i feel so unwell i may need help quick I'm falling into an abyss deep dark and gloomy and so cold i can't feel my fingertips i dwell just below the floor you make me feel like you don't want me close anymore with my eyes swelled because i should have yelled instead of held up my thoughts and beliefs i should of just released and let my feelings sink deep spoke up but disturbed the peace that ain't me your beautiful to me all of everything about you makes me complete all the things we don't say thank you for that you do for the family. your so special a treasure i wish you could see like me i wasted a once in a lifetime opportunity should've just listened & reprimanded me a little bit more effort, lead like how a lion leads, coordinating the daily activities fell into hell and i can't sleep i cant help it i feel so unwell i may need help quick I'm falling into an abyss deep dark and gloomy and so cold i can't feel my fingertips i dwell just below the floor you make me feel like you don't want me close anymore so i sit in the basement wishing you weren't so vacant my mind is just racing from facing the aftermath of life's bad mistakes so enslavement for payment of all the day to day shift neglect and delegating to you i shoulda knew.