so alone.

Yeah, I'm sittin' in the shadows, thoughts heavy like a stone, Lost in a maze of memories, feelin' so alone. Heart's a broken record, playin' all the wrong tunes, Underneath the surface, drownin' in my own blues. Wakin' up to silence, echoes of the past, Chasin' dreams that slipped away, shadows that'll last. Life's a canvas painted gray, colors fade away, Tryna find a spark of light, but it's hard to stay brave. (Verse 2) Got a smile on my face, but it's all just a disguise, Behind these tired eyes, a storm that never dies. Fakin' like I'm fine, but I'm crumblin' inside, Tryna keep it together, but I'm losin' my pride. These streets are cold, and the nights feel long, Searchin' for a reason, but I can't find a song. So I scribble down my pain, let the ink bleed through, In this chill of the night, I'm just lookin' for the truth. Yeah, late nights, scrolling through my phone, Messages from girls but I'm feelin' all alone, Heart's locked up, got these trust issues, Been burned before, now I'm dodgin' all the tissues. Eyes wide, see the signs, I can't ignore, Used to wear my heart out, now I'm keepin' score, Thought we had a vibe, but you switched up the game, Now I'm second-guessing love, it just ain't the same. (Verse 2) Caught up in the drama, yeah, it's hard to unwind, Tryna find a real one, but they all seem blind, Whispers in the dark, got me lookin' for the truth, But every time I trust, it just leads to the proof. Got my guard up, but I'm still out here, Wanna let you in, but I'm drownin' in fear, Chillin' with my thoughts, sippin' on this vibe, Trust issues heavy, but I'm still tryna ride.