don't feel right

I don't feel right.He was in.I feel as if I have no true friends like actions done behind my back.Never end, they smile in my face.Just to stab me again The speaking spoken words are sweet and soft.But deep within is treacherous venom Cause I'm just a joke to them.My love and loyalty choked from within Now just a broken egg cracked and displaced and leave displayed.All I hear is laughter from The Joke.They played i'm done sick of the masquerade