i think i hear voices in my head jk

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i think i hear voices in my head jk I think my thoughts might be better off unsaid on top of manic depression i also have bipolar I struggle with both them just watch through this lesson and you can see my expressions so just forgive ne please if you dont catch the best of me just give me a chanceyou can turn me back into the best i can be so please oh please just dont give up on me all this makes my life harder on me I wish I could end the whole existence of depression it takes everything out of me won't even let me have any fun let's not forget manic depression does not work alone he has a buddy he likes you laugh and make jokes but he's not funny he flips around so fast never know when he's going to lash out so just forgive ne please if you dont catch the best of me just give me a chance you can turn me back into the best i can be so please oh please just dont give up on me it makes me feel like im less saying s*** i don't mean out loud the s*** I say out my mouth I would never say just know im not so proud of myself so just forgive ne please if you dont catch the best of me just give me a chanceyou can turn me back into the best i can be so please oh please just dont give up on me they want to give you a pill that makes you no longer able to think or feel your life is not yours no more it seems not real like your in a coma stuck to the floor leaving you feeling lonely wishing your life could have something more thats when I knew the pill wasn't my cure I found out i could beat this disease for sure so I finally took control of these beast learnt not to let people get to me learnt how to turn the cheek now I'm doing good not feeling like I'm weak instead of pills it was God who I really needed now I think better and think before I speak with God ive turned a beast to a soilde at least im not alone anymore I've decided to live a better life hang up my street gloves for a better fight the fight that is for the righteous the fight that feels so right i feel better than ever in my life god im ready im so ready for whats right shine that light guide me to the next so please forgive me if you didnt get the best of me ......... fight put that nigga satin in my sight he cant handle the shine of my light next to you god i stand ready to fight no fear in my eyes with you on my side ill barry satin right in that spot where he will always reside god take me from this world my life on earth has been mess im ready standing here with no fear my whole life ive felt so unwanted no one vould care less still i gave em all my best they all treated me with so much disrespect ripped the heart that belongs to you my lord right out my chest yet i dtand strong knowing i gave my all it was my best now im waiting for you my lord ready to feel your presens ready to rest but i can say my whole life ive always been blessed not everything i now see was a mess you gave me a wjfe that treats me the best so in my eyes she saved me she was my bulletproof vest

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