Feeling's 'A LETTER TO MY BROTHER'

my life ain't never been fair it ain't suppose be easy believing that will always be here how could you leave me its been a year u been gone damn Ike you left me alone strapped the world to my back ten toes standing strong only if u waited a lil longer u would see big bro came home and he doing good staying out the way just like he should squeak doing the family thing keeping busy always working bro u leaving cant lie got us all hurting u probably up in da sky rite now cloud surfin or hangin out wit the guys posted but I'm writing u some shit that's for certain my mental. had me question life what's my purpose tripping bro loss focus health went down hill I almost called it curtains financial situation worsened feeling like my life is cursed and and I wasted time on relationships that wasn't worth I'm in da hospital down and out damn near hopeless family mean the world to me I wonder if they even notice cause the love they talk about they don't show it life goes on just don't know how to approach it.