Trapped in the cycle

"Trapped in the Cycle" (Verse 1) Yo, trapped in a cycle, a vicious maze Twelve years hangin' over me, cloudy days Drug court's a nightmare, a constant test Relapse and repeat, I'm truly distressed (Chorus) Lost in the shadows, a fading light A prisoner of my own mistakes, day and night Family slipping away, love turned to strife A lonely soul, clinging to life (Verse 2) My wife, my love, a distant dream Arguments and fights, a toxic scene She turns and leaves, disappears from sight Location turned off, lost in the night (Chorus) Lost in the shadows, a fading light A prisoner of my own mistakes, day and night Family slipping away, love turned to strife A lonely soul, clinging to life (Verse 3) No one to turn to, a feeling of dread A heavy heart, a weary head The world keeps spinning, indifferent and cold My spirit is broken, my story untold (Chorus) Lost in the shadows, a fading light A prisoner of my own mistakes, day and night Family slipping away, love turned to strife A lonely soul, clinging to life (Bridge) I'm tired of fighting, tired of the pain Yearning for freedom, to break these chains But the future's uncertain, a clouded sight Can I ever escape this endless night? (Chorus) Lost in the shadows, a fading light A prisoner of my own mistakes, day and night Family slipping away, love turned to strife A lonely soul, clinging to life