Am I wrong

im taking my time writing these songs am i wrong , your feelings long gone , you left me alone while listening to your friends get in your head laying with other men in their beds , all you had to say was hey baby lately my feelings been changing and i think maybe we should try taking a break or rearranging our fate but the way you left me was breath taking and my heart is aching its racin and i couldnt imagine you raising our baby alone with out taking my feelings in to consideration , generations of curses im breaking you hear me saying im going crazy , my mind is in all different places but my Heart Was always in your palm , even when it all hit me at once like a bomb i still remained calm im sorry for breaking your phone , i was stuck trying not to throw up thinking how he made you moan , now im forcing myself to move on , and it sucks you were all that i want , all in one , Now your one for all , blocking my calls your promises were wrong , Forgive me for making this song , its the only way i get my pain gone , So am i wrong for still trying to love you , im stong enough to say no while keeping this rope out from around my throat , mental health is no joke , i hope that you know i still love you no matter what tho You still my favorite hoe .