a beautiful soul lost

I remember that day, heart heavy like a Stone, walked in the room, felt the chill through my bones, cousin in the shadows, life slipping away, eyes wide with disbelief, couldn't find the words to say, saw the pain in her silence, a story untold, thoughts racing, mind spinning, feeling so cold,passed smooth the fuck out,hit the floor like a dream, reality shattered, life isn't always what it seems, memories flood back, laughter echoes in my mind, now that emptiness lingers,a void hard to find, regrets in the silence, wishing I could rewind,but life moves forward, leaving shadows behind, in the depths of my heart, i carry her weight, trying to find peace, but its a twisted Fate, every step I take, I'm haunted by that scene, cousin lost to the struggle, life isn't always clean