emotional damage cause of you

yeah another one tjmorris i smile to the world but deep down am dying lost my faith the moment I lost her been praying for God to take me away this not an heart break song but an emotional one some one save me from myself this drugs it's effect it's not good for me bad energy bad mood alcohol not a cure have drowning in the sea for too long yeah not a good swimmer this is a cry for help am emotionally exhausted in my comfort zone just feeling alone with no one to call my own tears in my eyes only you are the cure how to make it work that's not possible this drug now my addiction i wish you could be my addiction got arrested because I stole your heart now am free and your heart is gone i wish I could tell you about it how i feel really deep inside send you text you never replied i was too slow guess now it's too late I miss you so much i need you now thinking about you,i still miss your touch memories fading only pictures on my mind have lost my self the moment I lost you i know i said we should take things slow but now look that has brought me low so sure about you i forget am only human what's life without you i can't live like this i try to hide my feelings but it pooping up all over your sweet melody feels my heart now am lost in only darkness pains in my heart I need some drugs and you are my medicine if i had known you would leave so soon i would have made the moment last longer cause now am alone with no one by myside i would have given anything just to be with you you left without even saying goodbye i couldn't say i love you that the worst part now it's me against the world i can't fight back only if you where here my life would make sense only if you where here life would make sense only if you where here life would make sense only if you where 3 life would make sense the demons in my heart and the angels in my heart they call out your name they all cry out your name your memories are solid so why are dey fading drinking liquor on a daily i just lost myself i went insane the moment I heard you were alive living a good life in Rome when am here in my room crying out my eyes you just made it worst am dead i know an still breathing i know you were my last breath so how can i breath some one save me from myself this drugs it's effect it's not good for me bad energy bad mood alcohol not a cure have drowning in the sea for too long yeah not a good swimmer this is a cry for help am emotionally exhausted in my comfort zone just feeling alone with no one to call my own tears in my eyes only you are the cure how to make it work that's not possible