Self reflection

self reflection is a must I wouldn't be who I am if they gave me enough part of my struggle was tuff I had to get off my ass from dawn to dusk. how could I ever give up my kids they need me see me pour hen in a cup what if my liver up tell you the truth I can't keep fucking it up here i go lying again lost my friend and a kin from dying within how could that not be a sign to give it up like nigga dont try it again what if I try to be careful, live life off the edge and praying for better what if I never get better in hopes for the worst try put my heart on a sweater the time, the money whatever never could love me how could I love the cheddar I gotta love myself i was depressed ah nigga ain't know no better that shit was right in my face caplock Lil nigga the bolder letters I know who stay for the ride they see the stormy weather i gotta see where I'm at know where I been step to where Imma be I gotta be like a father that learned from a mother that hardly had nothing to teach I had to learn on my own too late now I'm grown so fuck it this how imma be imma be me not another